Peter Samuel is an aspiring communications professional from London. After losing his dad to pancreatic cancer in August 2025, his grief led him to reflect more deeply on life, loneliness and identity after loss. He enjoys writing and shared his story in the hope that others navigating bereavement feel understood and less alone. 07:57, 9th August 2025. After 20 months of ferocious battle with pancreatic cancer, I watch my dad take his last breath, a sight ingrained in my memo